>Internal Monologue

>OK, well I have no choice to to really focus and finish that painting tonight. Geez, I hope I can get it done and that I don’t have to stay up too late. I could use a good nights sleep. So much on the mind lately. Tons to do for work. Man, I hope I can get everything done that I need to get done. Got that work trip coming up too. I’m really looking forward to getting through that and getting on with my year. Hmmm… Chinese New Years is coming up. Feb 18th if I remember correctly… I wonder what the year of the Pig will bring. Hopefully it’ll be better than last year. Not that I had a bad year last year, it was just too busy. Yep. Could certainly use some down time. Maybe once the work trip is done. At least I’m back into a more regular workout routine now that I’m feeling healthy again. I wonder when I’ll be able to run outside again. It looks like it’ll be warming up again towards the end of the week. I’m not intereted inrunning on icy stuff, but then they’re usually quite good about keeping harbour passage clear. But then, isn’t it supposed to rain on Friday? Huh. Well, tonight it won’t matter as I’ll be doing weights at the gym – a nice upper body worout with Lisa. so then if I’m home by 8 then that leaves me about 4 hours to paint. I should try to remember to have supper right when I get home from work then. That’ll save me some time. I wonder what I’ll wind up watching while I paint tonight. Maybe Willow or Tomb Raider 2… whatever I wind up watching it’ll have to be something I can listen to more than watch as I’ll be pretty focused on the painting. I wonder what new movies are coming to the theatres around here this weekend. I wonder if some of the stuff that I wanted to see over Christmas that I didn’t get around to seeing is still playing. Maybe I’ll have time on Sunday to see something. But maybe I’ll just wait until next week when I get back. I hope I can get to sleep tonight. I’ve been getting to bed at around midnight but my mind has been stuck on work stress stuff for hours and I’m starting to feel pretty drained. When it rains it pours sometimes at work. oy….